Dashingly Intelligent?! I think so!

Today I had a cavity..

Apparently, the Novocaine knocked me out for a few hours. Nice nap. :)

From (500) Days of Summer to Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist..

Nate wanted me to go to bed at a reasonable hour.. that’s not happening again. where’s my sleeping medicine?

I haven’t watched Nick and Norah in forever. I lovvvvve Michael Cera

July, July!

I’ll be honest: I don’t listen to The Decemberists. I searched July songs, and it was between this and Drake. If it helps, I did listen to the song before I used it as a title? Alright, anyway. July is going to be the best month ever. haha. For now, anyway. I’ve posted before how this is the last summer before college and everything. Well, July is when the coolest shtuff of the summer happens. My second anniversary of dating my marvelous boyfriend, Nathan, happens on July 10th. I always freak out about getting him gifts because I always worry that they won’t be good enough, or he won’t like them. I freak out for like a month before any gift giving holiday. I’m done with buying his gifts though, so that means that that weight’s been lifted off my shoulders. Now, it’s just the excitement and anticipation of waiting to give them to him. I think he’ll really like them. The best part of our anniversary other than gifts is that we’re gonna be on vacation for it! :D Last year, we technically were on vacation for it, but we had a 16 hour car ride home, so it was kind of lame. This year, we’re going to New Jersey the 9th, so the day of our anniversary, we’re actually going to go to NYC! :) It’s going to be the best anniversary yet! I can’t really say that. I’ve only had one to compare it to. That will most definitely change though. We’ve made it through so much this year. It was hard, and I don’t care what anybody says about it. I’ve got a great guy. I’m so glad I have him. I love him. so. much.

Anyway, part number two that makes July amazing is the vacation I briefly mentioned earlier. Nate gets to meet the whole family. He gets to partake dans la cuisine fantastique de la Jersey Nouvelle. We get to see the ocean! (again) We get to see the city in lights (unless we leave before it gets dark). It’ll be great. I haven’t been excited for Jersey in quite some time, but because he’s going I’m getting très excité.

July, July! I’m starting to fall in love with July again. July’s probably my favorite month because of my anniversary. It may be lame, mais le dixième Juillet 2011 est ma date favorite!

Worry.

I’ve changed my mind. I’m just going to talk about random people on my tumblr instead of my loved ones. I am so indecisive. Excuse my indecisiveness. I apologize, but today I actually do have something I’d like to talk about.  You can read if you’d like, but if it gets too long you don’t have to, but PUH-LEASE do nooot get all cranky if I say something that rubs you the wrong way. I promise I don’t mean it, and it isn’t meant to rub you the wrong way. The right way? Quite possibly. Don’t get too turned on though.

SO, In case you don’t actually know me, I’ve graduated high school. Quite recently, actually. I became a high school graduate (an alumni of Olmsted Falls, if you will) seventeen days ago. I will be attending THE Ohio State University (On a funny side note, I am very concerned that people remember the “the,” and on one occasion I was discussing my place of higher education with my father, and he said that instead of calling it OSU it should be called TOSU. I thought this was quite humorous, and I may never forget it. I do believe it was during Jeopardy! in case you were curious.) OSU is about two to two and a half hours away. Trust me, I learned this little piece of information the hard way while I spent my senior year alone due to my boyfriend being there, but that truly isn’t the point. I’m leaving my friends. Steph and Sam are staying in the Cleveland area, which means that they’ll be 2 to 2 1/2 hours away, and Courtney’s going to Bowling Green State University, so she’ll be about 2 hours and 11 minutes (I may have just used google maps) away. To be honest, we barely put enough time into our friendships now. What are we gonna do when we have classes, papers, and exams. Then later when we have careers, spouses, and then KIDS?! How will I see these three girls that I hold near and dear to my heart. I worry. (I mean, I always worry, but this time it’s actually going somewhere if you’d just be PATIENT!) I worry that these girls that I’d put my life on the line for won’t be there for me much longer. I worry that Courtney won’t be my maid of honor. I worry that I won’t be taking trips to Colorado to visit Stephanie and her family. I worry that I’ll feel awkward calling Sam to see how she’s been and how her family is. I love these girls so much, and I am so afraid that the day they or I leave for college will be the last time I ever see them. It scares me to death because I love them dearly, but you never know what distance does until distance is there. Don’t tell me that if I truly love them, I’ll find ways to make it work. It doesn’t always work like that. We are going to be four independent girls with four independent schedules. Don’t say this is all bullshit because you don’t know what it’s like. This will probably be more difficult to sustain than my long distance relationship because the four of us won’t always be able to talk. The fear kills me.